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My father passed away last week. It was not sudden. What was sudden was the decline in his health. He went from being pretty active with full cognition to having kidney failure, Alzheimer's, a major fall, several small strokes, and needing dialysis in under one year. I've been waiting for Mark's newsletter so I can talk about this somewhere. I don't know where else I can openly share my thoughts about what may have caused his decline.

The problem is, he did have many underlying conditions. He did require surgery for a blood clot in his leg many many years ago. Did his three booster shots (and subsequent flu and shingles shots) cause or accelerate his decline? I do not know. I suspect there are millions of people out there for whom this is true. We will never have an answer for such people. We will never be able to list them in a vaccine safety database. Their cases will not be studied. I am fully aware of the harms of these shots, and yet in this particular case, I do not know, and will probably never know, exactly what happened.

What I do know is that his life would have been much healthier overall if he'd not been given the pharmaceuticals he was given years ago. That was the first part of the medical hamster wheel he eventually found himself on. There is no limit to the contempt I have for doctors and the pharma industry. I wish I could have intervened in his path decades ago.

Anyway, thank you for providing this space for us, Mark. It is valuable to all of us, in so many ways.

My dad was also a student at NYU. He earned his PhD in Film Theory in the 70s. He was a brilliant guy, and a great dad. If anyone is interested, I've written about him here. Be well, each one of you.

https://litmagnews.substack.com/p/let-me-tell-you-about-my-dad

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My story is similar in that my dad had pre-existing health problems (he was also 91) but he took a precipitous decline after his booster shot and was dead 5 months later. I know in my heart that shot not only hurt him but made him suffer more than was necessary. I cannot speak of it to anyone but my husband. My condolences.

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I'm so sorry to you as well. Watching them suffer is the hardest part, as well as not being able to speak openly or get clear answers. Wishing you peace and strength.

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Oh, Becky! Thank you for your candor!

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And sincere condolences...and yes I 5hink your suspicion is correct.

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Vaccines are only poison. I did not think that 5 years ago but I do now. My dad died in 2021 - he was in memory care (so already harmed by the poison that is pharma.) We kids told the place that we did not want him to get the covid poison. I think they did it anyway. For the $$$ He had such bad seizure-type episodes that he endured his last month on heavy sedatives. Like you say we can never know for sure but the hamster wheel of pharma does only one thing.

Hastens a slow terrible death.

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my deepest condolences Becky

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So sorry to hear. My condolences.

One thing's for certain: the jabs would have done him no good, and likely much harm. Harm, after all, was what they were designed to cause.

Here's a poetic take on the greatest crime against humanity of all time. It covers the whole shebang. If art can help heal and console through deeper understanding (as is the case for me), perhaps you may derive some good from it as well ... https://redpillpoems.substack.com/p/plandemicide

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I am so very sorry. I'm sure the jabs (covid, flu, shingles) all contributed. The Pharma industry killed my father 17 years ago. He really believed them and did everything they said. Consequently, I believe nothing they say. Hugs to you. Again,I am so sorry.

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May 15·edited May 15

I just don't get it. People are dying suddenly every single day- I know of a 22 year old that died of a brain aneurysm a few weeks ago- and the cancer rates are insane - but everyone around me is going on with life as if nothing is wrong. How can they still not see it?? I am seriously asking in hopes that someone has a theory because it's making my husband and me nuts.

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Death of the young and healthy has been normalized.

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It's so absurd to see 'nothing suspicious' or 'died of natural causes' next to the reports of relatively young people randomly dropping dead.

It's the opposite of 'nothing suspicious' and 'natural causes'!!

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Soon the reports will say 12 year old died of natural causes. The gaslighting and normalizing is as infuriating as it is absurd

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Ah,, but the human race has been CONDITIONED not to question these absurdities. I swear there is more outrage here than friends/family of the deceased can muster up...

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It's INSANE. Everyone is moving on with their lives and maybe we should too but my husband and I just get so mad about all of it. So much was taken from all of us by our reptilian overlords and most people don't seem to care.

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No. We MUST say 2+2 will NEVER equal 3. Just know we are being conditioned to accept these MANY absurdities as normal.

You and your husband see reality. A tough pill to swallow, I know.

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Denial is extremely powerful. Especially if the denial involves a choice made while virtue signalling. I heard a woman say of her husband who died suddenly - Well at least he didn't die of covid. It is not understandable to us who did not partake.

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This also makes me think there are people out there who feel superiorfor getting the shots, wearing the masks, following the rules doing their part. They think they're better citizens than people who didn't. The contempt jabbers had for unjabbed and unmasked was mind boggling to me.

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Everyone here so pithy!! Helps my frustrations!

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Me as well - that is why I read all the comments.

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O M G. But…..Well not so surprising, I know folks myself who are so detached and self righteous….”partake” ! Indeed !

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They don't want to know. We're going to have to go on without them.

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I thought I posted earlier under yours. You are not nuts. The shots damaged a particular gene involving intellect. Attorney Todd Calender spoke of it.

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Wow. I have listened to him before but had not heard that. Makes sense though.

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It’s a fact, roomate got the shot, he’s now brain dead, he goes to work, but barely does his job, went from having some hobbies and motivations to only sitting on the porch or in his car scrolling social media! Practically drooling on him self. Will waste 4+ hours on nonsense then sleep the remainder of the time, on his days off same thing, went from being productive and pursuing hobbies/goals and now just sleeps for 2 days straight! It’s weird.

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It was gene 1P 36 or something? He said it is normally a defect you are born with.

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May 15·edited May 15

I now entirely regret spending a precious moment of my life involved in the “alternative rock” community of the 1980s. I was in a band and went to many many concerts at the time. This culture, it seemed, to my young eyes, like a genuine push-back against the superficial Silent Gen/Boomer fake conservatism and deep stare war mongery puppetry of the Reagan Era. But now, the entire oppo—for that is what it is to me-just looks like a few spoiled rich kids in love with the worst aspects of communism (but eventually paid handily by major record labels) leading a bunch of lost lower middle class white kids like me off a cliff. What was the point of seeing Nirvana or Big Black or Sonic Youth at some small bar or Masonic lodge (interesting that a lot of alt punk shows were put on in such lodges) in 1988? Who can now stomach the likes of the probably septuple jabbed Henry Rollins or Ian Mackaye or Dave Grohl babbling something about Donald Trump? Look at Albini’s interviews during COVID. It’s so sad.

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You might appreciate the work of Professor Hamamoto. They recently booted him out of UC Davis because he was teaching truth about culture, how they purposefully destroy real culture through books, movies, music, education. He's truly brilliant. He has an old YouTube channel but now has a Patreon. Did shows on McDuff Lives Rumble Channel also. All of it fascinating history.

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The Western and Spy genres (films, books, radio, and tv) were all USA productions. Uncle Sam invented those genres for a reason. What about science fiction? That’s Uncle Sam all the way. The government doesn’t have to own you, they can just requisition your work (Don De Lilo, Errol Morris, et al). The government causes disinfo books to appear on bookshelves. Books about Harvey Aslwald, and the Zodiac Killer create dead ends for public curiosity. The volume of pure bullshit flying is amazing.

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I knew a guy who was into the New Age. A masonic lodge let him use their lodge for an event. He was surprised and happy. Jesus is the ultimate truth

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The CIA tortured me with Rock & Roll and LSD. Popular music since the Beatles is a collaboration done by the government. The point of the op is to make music cheap and easily reproducible, and to keep the true talent (jazz) from taking over. I think Jerry Garcia's heroin addiction was contractual, just like Chris Cornell's. That's how Uncle Sam keeps the talent under control. US Blues: "I'm Uncle Sam, yes I am, hanging out in a rock & roll band."

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Yes, I believe there is some type of coordination, especially with the most popular of rock and pop music, even if such coordination is elliptical. And even if there is no coordination, popular music--including all rock music--seems only to result in nihilism, emotionalism, "tuning out," and turning away from higher pursuits. It's difficult for me to come to terms with this because I have a fair amount of populist anti-elitist artistic sentiments--and a belief that in our ordinary creation (each person in his or her own way), we can become extraordinary. That's what I thought was occurring in the alt/punk community of the 1980s.

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The other thing that faux music does is take any genuine spiritual or cultural progression and co-opt it, distilling its most decadent aspects. Punk was real. The counter-culture of the 1960s was real, too. They took a folk revolution and within 15 years, it turned into hair band rock & roll.

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When I hit the 80s alt playlist, I do a lot of skipping now. Rage Against the Machine really hits me. Someone needs to do a parody, 'F U just do what they tell you.'

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From my 20s perspective, even then….act like a lady…save your hearing, for later on! don’t hang out with those not my style…..and how much of those tones could be called harmonious and uplifting…I love classical and choral and opera….So, a columnist here wrote of not hearing the tv, asked her son to turn it up….to 47!! Does it go that high!? LOL. I watch my shows at 7 volume…..Ai yi yi.

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My sister, I know she had at least one booster, isn't doing well. I spoke w/my brother, who is also vaxx'd if he noticed my sister not being right. He said he did, he didn't understand or know what was going on. As soon I mentioned she was vaxxine injured and was experiencing the classic neurological systems that thousands of other are experiencing he got angry and shut down. No questions, how do we help her, no nothing. She lives alone and getting any kind of information out of her is like pulling teeth. I will see her in person tomorrow to see how she is doing as best I can.

The worst part is she, like many, is reaching the age in life where you have to start getting rid of your stuff and be thinking about future arrangements. A very challenging, painful, difficult place to be in. There is the fine line of deciphering injury vs managing age issues. She was doing great until the vaxx.

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There's a plant that could help your sister, it's called "Cat's Claw", you can read the story here of someone who cured her mother and mitigated the effects of the shots, it's really worth trying.

https://genevathatcher.substack.com/p/cats-claw-glycerin-tincture-in-combination

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Thx for posting. Interesting the things I read that help all seem, (or mostly seem) to be the natural remedies. I am glad she mentioned the blood pressure part, it is important for people to know herbs can alter it and especially people that take medication of any type.

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Yes the worst ….so sorry

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Thank you. After our visit, she isn't well. The good news is she seems to have met a friend that has been helping her w/things like mowing and going out to eat. I hope that will work out to be a positive for her.

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A friend shared these this week…

“Yesterday, my friend Sal called and told me his cousin, 65, came home from a golf game and dropped dead. His daughter is to be married in two weeks; They were planning the wedding, and he was “perfectly healthy.”

My son’s boss, 48, father of two, dropped dead less than two weeks ago. When they expected to gather for the daily work call on Zoom, there was no email with a Zoom link. Nothing. After two days, he finally learned his boss, who he loved, who was a mentor and important figure in his life, was dead.

It doesn’t seem real, but it is.

And you’re not really allowed to be angry.

Only they can be angry, at us.”

Another week of tremendous loss.

Thank you mcm and team for capturing these deaths. You are all in my daily prayers.

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Such heart aches … I’ve been standing here forwarding these updates to my list and, indeed, reading every one of the notices, thinking of their separate grief and shock and anger… words cannot be found…. And all this…. not from war, not from bombings….

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Silently reading these at the bedside of my 92 year old father, I find myself breathless, my heart is racing though I am sitting still. My body is in fight or flight mode and the adrenaline has kicked in. Dad just had his lunch and we are remembering his favorite old friends and stories. Im clinging to this sweet moment of being human despite the carnage all around.

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As the years go on you will treasure these moments with your father. Of course "it sucks" that we all die/go away, but energy spent in denial is wasted. His legacy lives with you and so it goes on, friend. Blessings.

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Thank you for your kind words. I do absolutely treasure my time with him. He’s getting over pneumonia which they said was COVID. They put him on IV remdesivir but we quickly objected and he was taken off it. He is a Vietnam vet with agent orange disabilities. His kidneys are fragile. He would be on dialysis in no time. Angels are watching over us. Being discharged today and heading home. 🙏

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Today must be Wednesday because my soul is once again crushed...

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I understand. It’s more than the heart can process. I’m surrendering my heart to the Holy Spirit today. Take the wheel Jesus.

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For you, Patrick. Found this strangely comforting:

https://jimpalmerauthor.substack.com/p/do-you-fear-death

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Thank you Mckeekitty.

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Nobody gets out alive. I say that all the time.

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The Bible warned us that many would die from "plagues" and that many would be under Pharma's spell, I just never dreamed it would happen in my lifetime. I also never dreamed it would be man-made.

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Wiping histories, humanity and records is the game. What absolutely disgusting behaviour and I hope the community sees exactly who runs these public schools behind the scenes.

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Look at that picture of little Mateo. He is peering into our souls. And asking WHY

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The cancer, blood clots, heart issues and strokes are off the charts in me and my wifes circle. I just cannot have conversations with hardly anyone anymore. So i sit out back of my house and feed birds and ducks and squirrels and deer each day to unwind.

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Another one in a small town in Texas

https://www.gosanangelo.com/obituaries/paco0825495

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If I understand correctly, the mRNA jabaceutical genetically modifies the cells it infects to produce the spike protein. This antigen (the spike protein) attracts a T-cell response, essentially creating an auto-immune disease, which kills the cell, creates inflammation and scarring, leaving destruction in its wake. This leads to myocarditis and pericarditis in the unfortunate case of heart cells harboring the spike, which leads to catastrophic consequences including sudden death. Stress as well, sustained by a weakened heart caused by physical exercise or elevated levels of adrenaline leads to sudden death. It's a good thing spiritual awakening doesn't raise adrenaline or cortisol levels. Otherwise, a soon as you realize the scam we've all been forced to endure, you'd drop dead.

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I would be interested in the mechanism that causes those who are seemingly free and clear of the jab to drop dead out of the blue. What is the long-term prognosis for the jabbed? Is there an external pathogen that functions as a catalyst, lighting the fuse of the jabaceuticals? Does the immune system just reach exhaustion, can't fight the deleterious effects at some point? The pipes clog, as it were. Does the jab essentially reach a peak of deadliness (maximum toxicity) that the body cannot tolerate. My hope is that the "died suddenly" refrain will be understood more popularly as the result of the jab.

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When I m picking up mail in our social center while some dining-social event is going on, I stop sometimes and wonder Who will be here by next year? Can’t help it

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